Monday, May 21, 2012

New days


Just like the flowers that bloom and grow every day, we are given a new day every day to learn, to be inspired and to truly live.

Life can be beautiful if we give it a chance to amaze us. 

One day at a time, one step at a time.


I'm walking that thousand miles, wait for me!

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

ALOHA, HAWAII!

Mauka and Makai- towards the mountains and the oceans

Family at Waikiki beach

Waikiki beach, Honolulu


So I'm back here again. In the beautiful city of Honolulu, Island of Oahu. If you haven't talked to me much lately, my term as an exchange student at Florida Gulf Coast University has just ended. It has been an incredibly rewarding journey for me, and saying goodbye was tough. But, more reflections as an exchange student later! 

 Two years ago I came to Hawaii on an environmental program sponsored by the Department of State, also my sponsors for the UGRAD exchange program. The program was called the Study of the United States Institute for Student Leaders (SUSI) on Global Environmental Issues and was for university students from Burma, Malaysia, Thailand and the Phillipines.5 university students represented each of the countries mentioned, and in 5 weeks, we traveled to Oahu, the Big Island, and Washington D.C. We grew really close, sharing in our love for the environment and learning about the United States in the process.

I remember saying goodbye to Hawaii the day we left for Washington D.C., thinking that I probably won't return here, not in the next 10 years. I never would have thought that I'd be back in Honolulu so soon. Here I am, back again, this time as a mentor to  SUSI, working closely with the participants to get action plans started, guiding in their learning processes and helping with their initiatives in the US and back in their home countries.

I could have gone travelling around the States before going back to Malaysia, but instead I chose to seize this opportunity. There will be a time for everything else, but right now, this will be the greatest  opportunity for me, learning not only to receive knowledge, but to share, to guide and to inspire other people around me.

The participants come in on Sunday, and I'm looking forward to 3 weeks packed full of activities, field trips, sharing sessions, reflections, and team mentoring!

In the time being, I am thoroughly enjoying this little break, basking in the sun, taking in the breeze, and reconnecting with nature. 

Aloha!


Thursday, April 12, 2012

"Ask not what your country can do for you, ask what you can do for your country."

Wrote this as an assignment for my American History class, based on this quote by JFK.
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John F. Kennedy in his inaugural speech proclaimed these words which echoed throughout the years: “Ask not what your country can do for you, ask what you can do for your country". Thurston Clarke referred to this speech as “the speech that changed America”.  Indeed, in many ways it has become a guiding quote to some Americans, and the power of those words that were spoken remain even till this day. The significance of that quote becomes stronger in the context of modern day government, with more and more people pointing fingers at the government for the problems that the country is facing.
Kennedy’s speech sought to convey a strong message to the American people.  Kennedy spoke of a world which is “very different now”; emphasizing that change is of utmost importance in American society and the rest of the world. 51 years later, the world is even more different, but change still remains at the forefront of society’s needs. This change, one that is needed so desperately to bring about a more progressive society, cannot come about as a result of the actions of just one party. The government can provide change or inhibit it, but ultimately it is through the actions of the people in which this change is intended for that positive change can come into fruition.
Kennedy’s speech focuses on an important theme: the call for Americans to become active citizens, to fight not only the wrongs and injustices to freedom taking place throughout the world but to advance the rights experienced within the United States by looking inward and actively pursuing change.
Change is a powerful word.  It’s a word that is much easier spoken then carried out. However, when someone takes the first step towards initiating it, it may have the ability to transform a society and empower its people. It’s not an uncommon occurrence to see people criticizing the government for inefficiencies and setbacks, but when the time comes to actually do something about it, hardly anyone steps forward.  They wait for someone else to step up. However, the sad truth is this: if we keep waiting for someone to be that change, change will never come. We are the change that we’ve been waiting for.
As an exchange student from Malaysia, I have had the chance to witness for myself how Malaysians consistently put the blame on the Malaysian government for all sorts of problems. From rising gas prices to lack of proper healthcare, to the decreasing quality of our education- all of these problems get attributed to the government’s role in allowing these things to happen. Granted, there are times when the government was not helpful at all in coming up with effective solutions to target these problems. But there are times, and there are a lot of these instances, that people can initiate a positive change at the local level, working upward instead of waiting for the government to take actions. Truly, it is the government’s duty to serve the people, but citizens themselves should also be patriotic and help the government with its efforts in progressing forward.
Technology and modernization have transformed our society into a passive society, one that is “automatic”. From dish washers to automatic doors to elevators, we are trained to wait and be uninvolved, taking the hands-off approach instead of doing things on our own and taking the first step. This is potentially dangerous for a country. A nation that is bystanding is a nation that fails.
Growing up as a child, I often hear people say that the government is being unfair to the Chinese and the Indians in Malaysia, as they do not get special privileges offered to others like scholarships, educational opportunities and the right to buy land and ascend to high ranks in the government. For this reason, many Malaysians leave the country to places like Australia, the UK or the United States in the hopes of a more promising future. If they have the financial means to support their education, most high school leavers tend to look out of the country for a better education. People migrate elsewhere because of better job prospects and a higher standard of living. What they usually say is “My government does not take care of me. Why then should I remain here and contribute my efforts to a country that sees no change?”
It is unrealistic to wait for a government to provide us with all the good things in life. Change can start at a local level. In fact, even just a single person can spark that change, especially if that individual has the expertise and passion to contribute towards a good cause. It has proven to work all around the world. We see inspiring individuals who have taken up initiatives to change their societies- Aung Sang Suu Kyi and her unflagging efforts to free Burma from oppression, Rosa Parks and the historic moment when she refused to give up her seat to make way for a white passenger and sparked the civil rights movement, and Gandhi, who led India to independence and inspired movements of non-violence and freedom across the world. There are people in areas worldwide that have contributed their lives to public service, volunteerism and dedication towards their countries. It may seem like a futile effort by a group of individuals to push for change, but in the words of Margaret Mead: “Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed people can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has”.
Change starts within each one of us, and every one of us has the ability to spark that change. It is time to stop being selfish citizens and to unite, asking not what our country can do for us, but what WE can do for our country.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Free lunch, anyone?

Ever wondered how it felt like to do something special for someone you barely know?

Today, I tried it. Yesterday a friend, Jackie bought me dinner with her dining dollars because she said that she had extra. Thought it was a really nice gesture.

This afternoon I converted my meal plan from unlimited to dining dollars and found out that I have 1000 dollars left over, that it expires on the 28th and I have to finish using the money or it'll go void.

So I spent the afternoon buying food and Starbucks and Jamba juice for friends. And I offered to pay for people I've never met before. Seeing the shock on their faces like nobody has ever offered to pay for them before was a real treat. And then soon after came the smiles and the thank yous.

It made me feel really special. And I was happy, not because I had an extra 1000 dollars to spend on food but because I could afford to make someone's day a little bit brighter. It's an amazing feeling when you meet someone for the first time and you share in a little bit of joy together.

I wonder why the rich people all over the world don't do this more often.

This week's gonna be awesome now that I can swipe for people and eat lunch and dinner with them!
Lots of sharing sessions before I return. I'm thankful for this :)

Also, open invitation for lunch or dinner! text me :)

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Sometimes, you're not the only one in the world.

Today's been a good day! Finally got the chance to sleep for awhile in the afternoon. I've been sick for quite awhile now and been coughing for a month. But no fear, I've got my antibiotics and will be recovering very very soon.

Today I had a meeting with the director of International Services together with two of my bestest friends in FGCU, Hun from South korea and Lina from Uzbekistan. She wanted to talk with us about public service and to get our opinions regarding public service in the US especially since we come from different countries with varied opinions about serving the community.

We talked about how it was much easier to volunteer here as compared to our home countries because there are many platforms available and many chances for us to come in and serve, and people are generally much more supportive when you say that you want to start a project or work on an initiative.
What I like a lot about FGCU is the fact that service learning is incorporated in our education and that graduating students must complete a minimum of 80 service hours before they can graduate. On top of that, they have to take an environmental colloquium class regardless of their major. It seems like a lot of additional requirements: 80 hours over 4 years constitute to about 10 hours per semester or roughly an hour per week. Not every student has the luxury of having free time, especially here in the US where most students work part time. People see it as a waste of time, and its hard to convince them otherwise.  Now it may seem like a burden, but somewhere down the road you'll be thankful that your education wasn't just about reading a bunch of textbooks, and that somewhere out there, someone's life became just a little bit better by your service.

Public service is on my mind a lot these days. Going to the Clinton Global Initiative University conference in Washington D.C. last weekend really inspired me, especially when you meet such wonderful people who have committed so much of their lives to making other people's lives better.

I don't know what my plans are for the future yet, but I know one day I'll dedicate my life to public service. People always say that financial success and living a life of public service rarely go together. We all want to live a good life and money is important that's for sure. But it is not everything. All the money in the world won't be able to buy you happiness.

I read this somewhere:

Money can buy a house, but not a home.
Money can buy a bed, but not sleep.
Money can buy a clock, but not time.
Money can buy a book, but not knowledge.
Money can buy food, but not an appetite.
Money can buy position, but not respect.
Money can buy blood, but not life.
Money can buy insurance, but not safety

Money is not everything.
            

Because at the end of the day, when you leave this earth, people are not going to care about how much money you made or how successful you are. That's all just for your own benefit. But if your heart was big enough to give back to the community, people will remember you for the legacy that you left behind.

That's my ultimate goal in life - to make the world a better place, even if it's just for a little bit.

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

You see me through

In the midst of the darkness you gave me light
Today as I played the keyboard for mass on the library lawn on campus, in the midst of the quietness of prayer I had time for some reflections. Looking at the blue sky, the lake and the beauty of the setting sun, I realized how truly blessed I am to be standing here.

A year ago, and today, how things have changed. I remember the moment when everything seemed to be so bleak, when all the passion was drained out from me and I was just a whisper of what I once was. I couldn't be strong anymore, and so I broke down. It was probably the only time in my life feeling pain so real. I thought that God had given up on me, and I was almost about to give up on Him.

I didn't because someone told me that God works in His own ways, that He has plans for everyone of us. And so I held on, kept my head high and walked on.

Now I finally see that You really did have better plans for me. And yes, I am so much happier. You've brought people into my life that have taught me many valuable life lessons. I've learnt to value myself and strive for the best. You've given me love. Above all, you've given me a future to look forward to. I am no longer afraid.

Jeremiah 29:11 -" For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future".

Thank you, God. You come through for me, always.

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Down the road

We fight for the things we want. And if we fight hard enough, we'll get it. The future is in our control, and it's ours to mold. Granted, it's not going to be easy, but it's in the trials and the tribulations that we find strength.

Life is never easy, but that is one of the reasons why it is so precious. Many of life's best rewards are only possible because you have worked your way to get them. Challenges make life so much more interesting- they allow you to learn about yourself in a way that you'll never learn elsewhere. They provide you with magnificent opportunities to create value and find meaning in life.

Life is not always easy, but because of that, you have the opportunity to make it truly great. 
WE have the opportunity to make it truly great. You and I.

This life is pretty amazing, isn't it?